The mysticism that was revealed to me in my multiple, spontaneous experiences of Reality (MER) does not seek or find expression in any human constructs. It is and of itself. It is everything. Humans are a mere part of It.
Keith Michael Hancock, mysticalexperiencesof reality.net April 2020.
Mystical Experiences of Reality 
I’ve been meditating for over 45 years. I find that most days my meditation provides a sense or feeling of a serenity behind myself. I don’t know if this experience relates to MER or just my brain chemistry providing me a treat.
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Congratulations! Does this sound as if you’re on your way? If so, go with the flow, don’t interrupt the sublime process with mundane human analysis.
Best wishes, Keith.
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