A follower wrote to me recently:
“I have so often approached Blake’s Doors of Perception, so often been within touching distance of the Narnian Wardrobe and yet I am never granted full or lasting access.”
I replied somewhat as follows:
“I think every mystic living or dead could say the same.
“Enlightenment is individual, bespoke. Mystic experience shows you’re given only as much at a time as you are currently able to take in or bear.
“You might not be noticing the sometimes indiscernible but undeniable effects Reality is having on you.
“Overlooking the subtle changes being wrought in you is common in some enlightenment processes.
“It took a long time for me to realise what had and was going on with me …
“Keep on keeping on … “
All Is Well.
Mystical Experiences of Reality 