Q. What did it feel like when the mystical experiences of Reality, (MERs) stopped?
A. The experiences are joyous beyond human understanding. So suddenly feeling them go was like death, particularly alarming; physically, viscerally desponding, fearful, bewildering, deeply disappointing…
Q. Did they stop suddenly, or slowly fade away over time?
A. Suddenly they faded inexorably until I was back into my humanity feeling baffled and marooned.
Q. Could you feel them slipping away, like they got weaker?
A. Not weaker, just turning off gently, impossible to stop.
Q. Did you do anything to try and get them back?
A. I struggled violently mentally but it was already too late and anyway impossible.
Q. How did life change once the MERs stopped?
A. Nothing seemed different at first. As time passed I became alienated from the human race somewhat, even from this Keith Hancock thing. I was different.
Being merely human compared to what I knew, to what I was experiencing, was utterly banal and still is. Human hubris still aggravates me, I feel the human story has barely begun … but I do understand most humans haven’t experienced anything better, mainly through no fault of their own so it is pointless to judge.
It was the advice of a teacher for me to look back over the recent year of my human life to realise how much I was in a continuous process of changing.
I was not even a square peg in a round hole – square pegs and round holes do not exist in my reality.
I became a What not a Who. Revelations of real ultimate Reality of all existence were still pouring into me, though I knew things I did not understand, a situation I came to accept as benign, that I can trust above all else … I wasn’t offered an option.
Q. Why do you think they stopped?
A. They didn’t really. The actual annual multiple exposures to Reality for 15 years did come to their end yet the infusions of knowledge of Reality continued. I was not abandoned, marooned after all! I entered a new phase of development.
I am still infused daily. All things are Reality and we are that. We are not merely human.
I’ve been asked why me? What qualifies me to be selected.
I don’t know. The only thing I can think of is a guru explaining Reality chooses individuals for Its own reasons. It takes no notice of human constructs like religions, ideologies, manmukh (human stuff).
To me my MERs seemed spontaneous. But now I know Reality chooses individuals and grooms us, whether we know it or not or like it or not, for reasons beyond our present ability to understand.
Reality readies us for the revelation of an Ultimate Reality that fills recipients with a joy beyond all ordinary human ability to know, shows the chosen how It rules every particle of cosmic and non cosmic existence, including humans.
Reality is not human, not biological. It is profoundly accepting (loving) of us each of us, cares, guards and guides us as individuals, not collectives, to Its purposes, but not our purposes!! We have been given all we need – Reality is not interested in our wants …
Whether you believe in It or not doesn’t matter – Reality believes in each of us. Reality rules.
All Is Well.
Mystical Experiences of Reality 